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Something something     As of the time i'm currently writing these lines, i have had new insights into my life. Somehow, i wasn't dealt with what worried me, and thus made it worse. It came to my awareness that i need to act on what i want to do, need to find what's best for me, and then go through with that. And if that path isn't interest me enough, why bother? I wouldn't be patient enough for it anyway, so why give that much effort into something you don't seem to like enough to start acting upon? I can always try something new, right? Life's not just about walking one path restlessly without giving any thoughts. Smart people always say "Work smart, not hard" and that hits me hard. All i need is some motivation for my own piece of mind, that's all.

FIRST THOUGHT..... -ish, kinda?

    So i created this profile, to gather my thoughts together in the time of distress. From my own perspective, i'm a narcissist, yet at the same time, have low self-esteem, depressed, lonely, desperate, and also lazy. At times, i lost track of thoughts in the middle of a mental breakdown, and my mind wanders off to the Dreamland. Pretty much thought of myself as an ADHD patient at this point, but self-diagnose is a form of wrongly assumption, so i'd rather not jumping into that. And holy sht, i can hardly type all of these without my brain scattering it's idea all over the place. I'm really handy at starting things since i have shit ton of ideas? But hardly able to stay with any of these thoughts or idea for long, since i'm easily bored.     A bit of the world's current situation: a virus called Covid-19 has been rampage the whole world with it's symptom are pretty much affect your respiratory. Hard to breath, throat hurts but no cough, etc,... are a few of...